I wrote out the ending for "Temper Problems" today.
I don't really know why. Maybe just to have it down,
maybe because it's drawing nearer and nearer and I'm horrified that it's ending.
Then again "SMSL" is ending shortly as well.
Neither of which are any form of series stories.
I don't do series stories.
I didn't mean for either of them to mean anything either,
but they've come to.

I love Nikki to death. I write everything he does and yet every time he grows I can't believe what he's becoming.

Crescent...awe Rent. The sarcastic part of myself thrown onto paper. My anger, my frustration, my love, and my passion.

Isaac. Chaos. True to his name. Completely fabricated and yet someone I'd want for a friend. He has his own story, but none like his one with Daniel.

Finally, Daniel. I've created a few Daniel's in my time, none as precious as him. None who I understand more then him. He goes through hell, but I'm not worried about him at all.

God I sound like my dog is dying or something. I don't even have a dog. I've just grown so attached to all of them and I know that I'll be fine, I'll create new characters and I'll always have these two stories to go back and read...but come on!!! What author wouldn't be sad when coming to the end of something he/she created.

Alright...I'm done sounding like a fackin' loon.

- Kay

I. Am...in love with him...

so no thank you...I don't want to hear about your stupid whatever girlfriend that you just broke up with...
and I want you to stop asking me about the "boyfriend" that I don't have because you're giving me some kind of false hope that you're actually interested...

I hate you...

and I hate that I love you...

Gr.

It's sweeping the nation!
And by the nation I mean my mind.

I've been so focused and centered around "Tempter Problems" and "SMSL" that I have no idea what in the hell I'm going to write once they're done!!!

CRYST!

Though my friend and I did come up with an adorable little idea about a gum monster. His name is Obi and he is my love.

Buh. Shit. And I'd really, really like to think of something before college starts again and destroys my life. College = the reason my stories don't get updated as quickly. Because I have so much homework?! NO!!! Because it steals your soul and makes you a numb, empty being void of all creativity and hope.

Overdramatic...I think not!

So, we'll soon say farewell to my two stories that I'm writing. Since "Temper Problems" only has a good ten...not even ten...chapters to go.
"SMSL" should have a little more...but dear god the end is so close I can taste it.

I'll have to shuffle through some of my old stories and get them creative juices flowing.
...anyone else ever realize that "creative juices flowing" just sounds completely disgusting?
Cause it does.

Myspace is the devil...it's taking my life away from me...
I'm avoiding writing by using it as a scapegoat.
And youtube...
I hate everyone who loads manga on there...it's becoming a serious addiction.

Alright, done for now.
Enjoy your lives.

- Kay

See, this is why I don't keep journals...
I always forget about them.

Anywho, holidays were fantastic...now it's time for 2008!!!
I'm actually not thrilled at all...it just seemed like a time to seem excited.

Writing is going just oh so fantastically.
I've only got about ten more chapters to go until both my stories are done, which is kind of sad when I think about it...
really sad actually.
Especially for "SMSL."
I guess "Temper Problems" as well.
I love them all!!!

That's about it though.
I got A's in my college classes...cause I'm fuckin' fantastic like that.
Now onto the new year and new classes! Effffffff.

Peace out kids.
- Kay

And I'm back! It's pretty thrilling.

I wish I weren't back.

I really enjoyed being away from technology for a week(ish). It was really relaxing.

Anywho, point being: trip was really relaxing and I loved it.

Dilemma (there's always one): I hate life...crushing...love? I have no idea.
When you like someone for two years is that love? Does that count?
I mean, I compare everyone on the face of the planet to this guy...
...and by everyone I mean people who I've attempted at dating and such...
And you can't really date other people when you're comparing them to others.
That's not fair or logical.
So, my dilemma? Nine hours, fear of commitment, and being the shiest person alive.

Life is good.

Upside? I get to write in my stories again.
Temper Problems has really taken a hold of my life as of late.
I love Chaos.

SMSL is almost on hold recently. I think because I just can't write anything serious.
I can't be serious all the time and that's why Temper Problems is so nice to have.

Anywho, I'm back in action.
Back on the interweb.
Back home.
Off to write!

-Kay

I'm going to Idaho, which is good. I need to get away from home for a while and stop worrying about college and all that shit. The only problem is that I'm pretty sure it's going to be five days without the internet...which is not okay.

So, to any of my readers who for some reason actually come to this stupid thing and read what I'm writing: SMSL and Temper Problems are not going to updated for like a week because I'll be in the middle of nowhere with no internet.

Upside to this? No internet means no distractions, which means I can write like twelve chapters while I'm over there and update faster when I get back. This is good. We like this.

I have to do laundry still...and pack for five days. I don't even think I have that many clothes. Bah! Grr. And my kitty. My poor kitty. I'm leaving him for five days. That's kinda sad.

Thanksgiving is soon. I'm thrilled because that is by far my favorite holiday, since I'm a glutton and all.

The next chapter of Temper Problems is going to be crazy long. That's also exciting. And by crazy long I mean two or three pages longer than usual...but still. Hey, you take what you get.

I only have an hour and a half till people get home.

I need to write so I can get things posted before I leave.

I hate that these stupid live journals are so fun.

That is my life.

Love it.

Bah, so, my effin computer decided to be a twat.

I had a chapter almost completely done and then what happens? It deletes it, that's what.

It's so fantastic, really. I almost cried.

Other then that, life is good.

Eugene is a crazy place. Not really actually.

U of O is pretty sweet though, I found out.

Though, the entire place isn't that much more exciting then home.

Oh well, tomorrow I'll home and then I can bitch once more about how shitty it is there.

Anywho, I just wanted to point out the fact that my computer is an idiot and I hate it for deleting my chapter.

So farwell.

Beh. I don't even have anything to write.

I finished my midterm! Woot. Night before it was due. Go me.

I finished my compare and contrast essaey. Also the night before it was due. Go me, again.

Also in that night I managed to write chapter eighteen and chapter three.

I pretty much raped last night. Hardcore.

My apartment is getting close to being done. Excited? Yes. Moving will be awesome.

Sure it's only like 30 yards away...but moving is still exciting. I can live with it.

And it'll be bigger. Me gusta bigger.

I like to pretend I can speak spanish.

I had a fantastic story idea the other night. And by fantastic story idea I mean I thought of a main character and got thrills. Though, I have two stories right now that I'm extremely dedicated too and I don't want to bog myself down and end up not being able to update fast. Beh.

Oh well. I'll write it once 'SMSL' or 'Temper Problems' is done. As of now I don't know which one will be first...but after one of them is done this new one will come into effect.

Excited! New characters! The gift that keeps on giving.

Enjoy your day.

How often do people normally post in these things?
Whatever, I don't really care...I'm doing two today.

My brother's cat has been missing since saturday...
and come to find out today they found a dead cat in the garbage at subway (in front of mi casa)
Yeah, it's my brother's cat.
Now, as if that's not bad enough, she was the best cat in the world.
I mean, a cross-eyed cat is pretty much amazing.
And she loved my brother so much, it was ridiculous. She ignored everyone else but him.
My brother...he hates cats. With a passion, might I add. But he loved this one, of course.
It gets worse...we didn't find out until AFTER they took the garbage...so we didn't even get her back...
So now I'm in over-protective caring sister mode and I went from extremely effin sad to crazy pissed in a matter of two seconds.

Not only that but...
I have three chapters I need to get written in my stories.
Chapter eighteen - SMSL
Chapter three - Temper Problems
and
Chapter one - type the first chapter of Rent's story

CA-RY-ST

And I can't because I'm too pissed. EFF!
So, it might take me some time to get those update.

Midterms tomorrow! *gun shot*

I don't know why I really made one of these...

We'll pretty much see how it goes...

...I'm probably just going to bitch a lot about whatever I feel like at the moment...

hmm...should be fun.

Currently: staring at my latest chapter of SMSL (Stupid Mouth Stupid Lips) and wondering why it sucks sooo horrendously bad. Grr. I hate you, Trey!
AND
staring at my notebook...wondering when I'm going to get inspiration for chapter three of Temper Problems.

Eff it.

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Enjoy!